I want to tell him that I have a crush on him, and would like to talk to him and not look shy or look stupid, come on luck be on my said just this once.
I don’t know if I have a crush on him, or love him, we have not spoken not once. But he keeps on looking at me, or I think he is, I don’t want to be wrong I don’t like that thought even if he doesn’t like me or think I am pathetic every time I look at him, I don’t want one day looking at him giving me the look of your not even worth talking to because your fat and ugly, I will live in a dream where I can look at him from far and not get hurt. Every time I look at him I just inside feels like flouting and now even now I’m writing about him I feel that too, but even it feels good, there is a frown on my face, and I feel like crying because I can’t talk to him because we are strangers. If someone is reading this and saying he’s a jerk or something, he’s not really, he looks so sweet and shy when he talks to his friends, ughhh this is killing me I don’t know what this is I’m feeling I don’t even know the guy, I only see him on Friday when I have photography class. So for 2011 please I beg I just want to have a little small exchange of words with him that’s all I am asking.